hi guys,

it’s malti. i’m typing this up at 5am, and i’m just a hint tired, but i felt i should update yall on my… Life? I guess? stuff i’m doing? I dunno man, all this internet shits got me confused. i’m just gonna say stuff until i don’t feel like it anymore.

So I’ve been enjoying making a lot more… I think i’d describe them as experimental? yeah experimental drawings. Probably due to the music I’ve been listening to. A lot of car seat headrest (bad start I know) and a lot of godspeed you! black emperor. God those bands are so fucking cool. Especially gy!be, i mean i’ve never heard a song 22 minutes long that was peak all the way through, but they have like 8 songs of that quality. Car seat headrest also makes fairly long songs, and has absolutely SOARED into my top 5 bands. Just listen to this song, and tell me you don’t at least feel something. So fucking good.

Oh yeah, let me post some of those doodles i was talking about here.

hopefully some of this shit is kinda cool and therefore awesome.

I unfortunately have not been listening to a whole lot of rap lately. Didn’t even listen to the last two Tyler albums yet. Yes I know, a greek tragedy, but my new years resolution is to get back into rap, probably starting with some danny brown, and maybe some jpeg mafia, i hear very good things about him. I’m not grammar checking this btw, so if any of it is like… Really fucking stupid sounding mb. I’ve made a lot of really cool IRL friends as of late, such as my good friend Joe/Rin (they are trans :) who bought me like, fucking 10 godamn games for christmas?! They are totally awesome, it’s unbelievable.

I started collecting CD’s, and that has brought incredible joy to my life. Currently only have about 10 or 11 rn, but the collection is steadily growing. No I will not be providing pictures because i’m too lazy to get up.

To kinda wrap this thing up, my life has been pretty alright as of recent. I’m still drawing, I’m trying to be more social (which honestly has backfired terribly because now i have all these frickin people talking to me all the time, UGHH grass is too gree) and anxieties have… Well, they’ve only gotten worse, but you really can’t win them all, so whatever.

Please comment if you’d… I dunno like to talk to me about something? Literally anything, dude. I need more online friends lol.

alright bye guys bye